8 I cried...

It's the international w omen's day yesterday.

Yet, I cried...

I've never cried my heart out after I broke up with my ex.

I had a presentation to show my progress to my supervisors.

After everything, the very first question that my co-supervisors asked was, " Can you do it part-time?". As there is no time limit for the part-time student...

Seriously, I heard a 'piang' sound deep inside my heart. My heart was broken.

Then it followed by all the negative comments from my main supervisor. I made myself smiled and kept nodding my head whenever they commented. I had never felt this bad.

My brain was blank after the meeting. Tears dropped unconsciously. In order to avoid being seen by my colleagues or students, I locked myself inside the female toilet and cried my heart out.

I felt guilty, I felt stress and I cried until I couldn't hear anything at a point.

Perhaps, it's time for me to hide myself inside my world... and guai guai do my research. My co-sv asked me to spend minimum 8-12 hours for my studies apart from my usual working load.

At this stage, I need to pray to the god to grant me strength to continue the journey...

Kin kin, my doggie is very critical now too. Doctor said he might die if he still does not recover.

I wish and pray that he will get well soon...

Updates : Kinkin is recovering.. He can eat and fight like a bull now... While for my research, I'm trying new ideas...

Pray for me!! Thanks for all the concerns and supports during my hard-time...Thanks, my friends!